dont worry been sketchign out pages to come just a bit workspammed, , after im donte with work imma post a few new pages.. then go on about a 10 day vacation as my wife and i tour the dark dungeons of diablo 3 muahahahah....

damn..those servers are gonna crash on that first day...i just know it XD

and then ladies and gentlemen.. spammage time XD cya all

ill be back in a few days, ,just have some scheduling to clear and then ill spam the gallery a bit

okay so i have a weird drawing method where to draw freely i stooped myself
i listen to some insanely stoooped and repetitive song or melody and actively humm it...

and to a certain degree it works for me..

but at the same time i just got an idea  where i went, hmm april fist imma send a journal that im quitting...

and i swear for a second i thought the idea brilliant...

wwwwwwow.... this drawing thing is dangerous!

its simple ladies and gentlemen, erotica  arouses the smartest, most complex part of you, your mind... also known as the greatest erogenous zone

porn arouses only the simplest part of you

this is one of those reasons why i love bdsm ,  you can give people all the visual clues, and let their mind fill in the blanks, call it visual problem solving...thats why  will not get to see any  explicit  stuff in my strips. oh stuff of explicit nature happens... but flat our showing it is just about the lazyest way to approach it. and completely kills the imaginative aspect that it so wonderfully linked to erotic genre


of course most of you at this point are realising the simple fact that erotic aspect is merely one aspect of this series... just like sexuality is merely one aspect of the human experience.



                                             speaking of human experience....

it is actually kinda hilarious.. i started the damn series as just  a series of hot fetish pictures, and then i realised there is stuff these characters needed to say.. and apparently they do have some curious insight on the nature of human relationship, value of trust and the amount to which we reveal our true nature to our significant others.

we are all to some extent pervy, we have secret dreams and desires that we hide even from those we profess to love and trust.  we spend time in relationships without ever letting that other person truly  get to know us.

i for one can tell you this, sharing your deeply seeded secret desires  will bring you to a level of intimacy undreamed of. other extreme is that the person will realise your desires are too different. so why risk it?

it is in the human nature to crave, to crave what we want and supress means to obsess about it

we find a way to satisfy our desires...so....sooner or later we place our relationships on the scale and match it to our desires...

and unfortunately, often the desire will outweigh the rational mind and the emotional heart..
and then we fuck up ...

buut.. if you  share your pervyness...  you will have the level of trust and a deeper connection than you would ever have dreamed of... bound by love.. any your own little private world of shared secrets...


so..yknow...ask yourseld this,  how much do i trust the person im with?
do i trust that person enough to truly share what i consider the worst of me?
if you do.. welcome to the world of deeper understanding, private smiles  whose meaning only you will know,  and intimacy  undreamed of..






yeaaah... ive been doing my standard work so my brain is cooking XD

oh.. tho my theory on porn and erotica has its massive holes, dont get me wrong, for instance, couldnt erotica simply be  considered softcore porn... hmmmm, ah the joys of life.. where you get to think on the most irrelevant nonsense for hours XD

just so if anyone wondered, i will go through this project in its entirety, you will sometimes see me slowing down , and sometimes i will spam the crap out of id depending on my own daily job and family life schedule, but yeah...you'll see the end of this thing. just to answer a buttload of the same question , off to work, cya


oh.. and for heavens sake... im not stopping soon, jeez, we got first 2 days only covered so far... yeah i wont really do every day, but they do have ..oooh about 2 years till that wedding scene... so dont stress

youtr middle fingers drawing callus gets a callus of its own... LIKE A BOSS!
i feel enlightened now

okay what does it say about our culture when i get a buttload of guesses for what game ally and lisa are playing, but i only get 1 or two about which book are they discussing XD

games won i guess XD... time to go and murder something violently on my screen XD

ps, dont think im dissing or going all, oh noez the games are ruining us.. no, im a gamer and a reader and i love both the same, i just find the interest odds between those 2 panels in the strip hilarious XD

this gallery is sooo screwed... big daddy diablo 3 is finally coming.. soo for atleast for a week or 1 my missuz and i will be raiding  dungeons deep and caverns old.. soo..yknow, fair warning XD

so i finished it and loved it to bits every single bit of it
YES ESPECIALLY THE ENDING!


okay to explain why so i dont have to redo it

since relationships got buttfucked in this game hard....i decided to focus my attention to the big picture.
removing the galactic progress reset button known as reapers
with this in mind , for me the issue was far bigger than earth or the homeworlds of other council races. it was a fight to save the future progress of other species

with that in mind i loved my last  moments as shepard, i went with indoctrination as communication method as explanation for ... that end part...

game hads flaws- massive ones-- plotholes that are beyond huge
but in general i loved it i enjoyed it....

cept for the relationships... some people got slapped int the face hard by bioware on that note, and even with my shep being with liara, that relationship felt just...cold

and apparently that was one fo the best ones to have---shudder

so---lovesd the game-- nooot gonna replay it--dont need to remind myself of what and how badly went wrong with it

ansd yes i did see angry joes video XD


now i can go back to work

not cuz im bored or lack ideas... buut.. well schedules and work  catching up with me so for a week or 2 this place will be desert---ish

buut imma try to plant a cactus here and there...

okay..that sounded wrong...

well now in my gallery there is a folder called order, and in it i will update things in their proper order as the plot progresses.... yes...plot... im currently drawing them eating...BREAKFAST!!!!!!

wot a twist!

lets face it.. this topic really lends itself to too damn  many puns. so yeah.. call the damn comic shiniez.. ill make a logo of it and be done with that

at thsi point i think most of my fans and readers here figured out how horribly wrong the naming of this procet can go.  sooooo many bondage puns

what is it about bdsm that makes it so ...punny.. yeah... see? its hard not to do this
so yeah, oficially.. its called shiniez

a deep name  that took me 3 seconds to think up simply cause other choice for da name was taken

yup.. epic!

well sorta...not yet but in a week or so...

im switching to some hardcore chronologycal storytelling...

woot woot!!!!

hm... how many daces went all sparkly with glee on the word hardcore and then dropped like an anvil at the chronologycal storytelling...

time to atleast connect the storyline from their first night to their xmass adventures...


sooo from next week thats what imma be doin

winter is coming.... holy crap its here and its kickin our asses

soo till the cold weather subsides, and the electricity  gets a little less random therell be no updates... so a few more days of abstinence for yall muahahahahahahah


stay safe and keep warm ppl ... any way you can XD

okay recently ive been seeing that massive flood of internet meme humor
most of it is.. meh

but i noticed alot of the bitch please ones cracked me up

and then i remembered my own bitch please moment.

my wife and i realized a corset store has opened up in a nearby town, so we went to check it out. they had a nice, decent selection and a few genuinely interestineg ones. so we decided to buy a few.
as im standing mentally afking  on the side while the saleslady is measuring my wife, i hear this:
"sir you should pay attention  to how this laces up, as you'll be doing it for her..."

back then both my wife and i laughed our asses off...
of course we explained that she does own a corset or two so i am quite experienced

today... i guess i would add the "bitch please" face to my mental impression XD

Recently I noticed a rising amount of   people pointing out other forms of bdsm, and how I handle the topic as if the approach I speak of is the only one

So I may as well clarify some things. Yes, I am aware of many other forms of bdsm, starting from self bondage to 24/7 bondage to real hardcore sadism play...for those that roll like that yknow
So... why don't I get into all of those?
Well it is simple really, a few simple reasons

1 if I went into those I would inevitably be asked why I don't cover inflation as linked to bondage... because... it is. Or tickling bondage or permanent bondage....
2because I cover the balanced peoples bondage
3because to competently write about some of that stuff, I would have to experience it, and as wide as my range of experience is.... and make no mistake ...iiiits wide. I do draw lines at some points

See, here is the thing, bdsm is a part of my life...BUT!!!!   It does not constitute all of my life. This is what I mean by balanced people's bondage. Sexuality, as big and as important part of our lives as it is, is just that, a PART of our lives. There is so much more to life, and balanced people realize that.
When any aspect of your life starts devouring everything else you do, and claiming your personality to the point where it is all about making compromises, and explaining away your life being eaten by the beast you bred...   that is when you , as is the characteristic of  our species, become unbalanced
That is when a fetish, a dear to heart aspect of life, takes over your life
It then becomes a sexual form of addiction, relatable to morbid obesity, or being a fulltime adrenaline junkie, or switching to stronger and stronger drugs
I mean no disrespect to people who decided to live the bdsm lifestyle 24/7 or those who think ssc-or safe sane and consensual rule is for wusses...
That is their choice.

Those people will come and nitpick, and have discussions here, but here is the thing. Just as they won't agree with my points of view, so will I share my own disagreement
That life.
My point of view is this
Bdsm is a thinking person's game, intelligent person's    funtime.  It should maintain the illusion, expand limits of ones sexuality, but know when to stop the game
And this is the way I see it, you may disagree, but that just automatically means I disagree with you- so...
We agree to disagree

So knowing all this, why is it that I do not cover these things in my comic?
Well, first, imp not that far ahead in the story
And second, using those examples first to explain bdsm people would be, as I have stated on few occasions before, a head to toe tattooed guy trying to explain someone without any tattoos how awesome it is to get one
It's a learning curve people. You learn to walk before you run.

There are going to be many things covered in strips to come
Some simple stuff like... you don't know the person at all and you let the person tie you up...yeah..Bad idea
- Now a few of yours are going- wait, Anne didn't know ally and she let her tie her up—BINGO!
- That's one of the things Alan will point out during her.... breaking
Another point sill is made on, no matter how cool an idea something may be on the surface---think 10 times before you actually try it
Seeds of that one have been planted long ago, with 2 pictures- Anne's tongue pierce gag; I won't spoil that one for now
To some degree I will cover self bondage
And the 24/7 bondage and why it's not really such a good idea
We got a long journey ahead of us people, so, be patient, and believe it or not I have quite a few things already planned

So, my advice, relax, have fun take this comic with a grain of salt and a pinch of common sense (a rare spice, I know)  and if you have issues with it... hell, I'll probably read and reply them XD I love a good chat , pointless that it  may be

Lesson 1 on the internet, you're more likely discover magic exists that change someone's mind over the internet XD

wow...

about 2 months ago i was joking around with my wife
imma make me a gallery on devart and imma post some bdsm doodles
and she was like, sure, go aead, should be fun

and a few pics in  i start repeating the same characters

so we start joking around....and i went... imagine if i just kept doing the same characters ... just for the fun of it

aand she went, yeah that seems cool


so i went with it

so someone comes here and asks... do they have names

and i superstrain my brains  and pick a bunch of A starting names

yeah... im brilliant like that


ant then right out of nowhere... i start making a bunch odf strips
and all of a sudden i cant seem to stop

and the worst part is i get my wife hooked too.. so instead of her being a voice of reason going... dude... you got deadlines...
she goes... dude... wheres the next one

so how the fuck did this whole thing become a friggin   study  of  dom sub relationship  i do not know

well..i do know about it...but... that certainly wasnt the starting point


but somehow down the line it became a concious effort  to let people in on that world that seems scary, and seems to be about bunch of people dressing up, and tying and beating each other


in the end anyone whos into it can tell you the same thing... just like anything else in life, it fulfills a need

be it the need to drop all of your daily burdens, and let go of the reigns of control that you keep a tight grasp on
or the need to take control of your partner, end expand his or her horisons
or the need to truly feel the ability to trust your partner with evey fiber of your being

or youre just feeling that itch in your butt that says spank me



bottom line is this... just like sexuality in general, this stuff im drawing here shouldnt be taken too seriously, yes, every now and then  i will try to illuminate some aspects of these relationships that are often overseen

but im not writing a guide

there are books  about this that can teach you alot....

for my part im just having fun ans sharing some personal insights

unfortunately due to my own unfocused nature, and inability to work in order. often some messages get lost

for instance there are quite a few pages that go into the  safety above all... and show that in no single moment  are the girls left alone and unsupervised, yeah , in about a month or two  all of these things will take a way more coherent shape

but till then  bare with me XD

im making a puzzle here and still dont even have all the pieces XD




jeesh... and to think i just wanted to draw some bdsm pics initially

this thing has become a monster :/